Nick is a great fellow. He has a very inviting demeanor. It enlightened me dearly when he offered to go driving with me. I’m a rotten driver though. And Nick was quick to admit it too. He warned me of meeting another rotten driver like myself because it would be an awful altercation. Nick was honest too. He actually made me feel like myself. The people I golf with me, just lie and say I’m a prodigy. But I guess it’s okay because I lie to them too. I was infatuated with Nick, but not in love. He made me feel happy but not the great sick to my stomach feeling that people get when they’re in love. I think the reason I couldn’t bring myself to love Nick, is because I can tell he knows I’m a liar. And don’t want Nick to fall in love with a person that is dishonest. If we continued down that path, we would end up like Daisy and Tom. After Nick said I was a rotten driver, I fell in shoulder and told him he made me happy. I felt at peace. I felt like I finally wasn’t balancing a glass of water on my chin. I sense though, that something in the future, would separate us somehow. I didn’t like to think about it, but I couldn’t ignore it. It was a looming sense. Something bad was going to happen. I don’t know if Nick could sense I was worried, but his grip tightened around me. I felt even safer. And then he brought me close to his face. In that moment, the future didn’t frighten me, and I just enjoyed the moment I was spending with Nick.
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